There’s something I’ve started regretting each day…..

There is something I’ve started regretting each day,
loving you or not loving you enough?
I know not.
I know not the end to our beginning
or will there ever be a beginning
or should there ever be an end if at all there’s a beginning!
all I know that there are times
my heart longs for you
and then there are those when it fears being by your side and wishes to hide,
I want stay quite and contemplate
yet at times I snap in neglect
there are a thousand questions
and an endless quest whose answers are buried in my chest
all what is left to do is to take a dip
in self abyss, rise with a pearl and leave the rest.

~ Nazneen ~